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1st January, 2014

Me and my ex were together for years. I honestly think the reason we stayed together for so long was because we were both “on the island” as we termed it. The island being the place that wasn’t connected to others.  The place where people had different opinions. So. That is all I’ll say about that.

19th December, 2013

When incredibly cool people follow me I get really self-conscious about my posts and it takes me like a week to get back to my normal crazy ass ego ways.

"I tell people not to follow me right on the front of my tumblr," I said to my boyfriend."See. Right there."

"I know and that’s just fuckin weird. Isn’t that what it’s all about? Getting followers n shit?"

"No, I mean like following the Benedict blog is fine because hey it’s good happy time fun there but my personal blog is me and so they’re following ME. Very undiluted me and just…"

"What?"

"What if they end up hating me and they unfollow me?"

"God. Sometimes I forget how crazy you are. You can’t have the biggest ego in the world then care if people don’t like you."

"Yes, I can."

19th December, 2013

That was an amazing experience. Totally went into it with a bad attitude because I’ve had soooo many bad experiences being a woman and dealing with my own car things but the guy was like old school New York. He told me this story which would offend pretty much everyone on tumblr (here’s a tidbit from his story:"and the guy was talking in that ya know gay language..") but he had a good heart underneath it all and it showed.

Reminders to myself to just give people a shot. Let them prove you right that people are good rather than prove you right that everyone is a bastard.

Note: This lovely life lesson will probably last less than a month week day hour minute.

18th December, 2013

“I always say ‘I’m the youngest of the oldest set’ but I didn’t get there until much later. My youngest brother is a decade younger than me so I spent most of my years as a middle child … so that’s the reason I am the way I am.”

— Me explaining where I fit in my family of 6 kids and why I have both middle child and youngest child syndrome….

17th December, 2013

Every morning I spend like half an hour in bed browsing tumblr. Why don’t I just get the laptop? Why do I have to build up to getting the laptop? I’m gonna get the laptop. This is such a waste of time. Dammit. Even now I’m on my fuckin phone. I’m still building up to laptop time. What the hell?

16th December, 2013

I just went to all my friends inboxes and yelled their name in it.

And now I wait to see how they respond.

I am giggling.

I am such a child.

A bored child who should be working on a thousand other things.

14th December, 2013

So I’m trying to learn how to draw but I’m trying to learn on my ipad instead of buying a drawing tablet. It’s not good (I know and don’t feel the need to tell me that it’s not total shit because I know it’s not total shit but it’s not far from it) but I think with some time I can probably get better at it. I have a basic idea of drawing but you know it takes time…..Think I’ll buy a cheapy tablet next year for like a hundred bucks and then maybe take a class or something,
Anyhoo

So I’m trying to learn how to draw but I’m trying to learn on my ipad instead of buying a drawing tablet. It’s not good (I know and don’t feel the need to tell me that it’s not total shit because I know it’s not total shit but it’s not far from it) but I think with some time I can probably get better at it. I have a basic idea of drawing but you know it takes time…..Think I’ll buy a cheapy tablet next year for like a hundred bucks and then maybe take a class or something,

Anyhoo

13th December, 2013

Tonight I went to our work holiday party.

The convo theme of the night was: “OMG April came to the party.”

And now we are leaving early. I hope the theme changes to: “I bet April never comes to a work party again.”

13th December, 2013

I was writing something slightly ranty basically saying it’s okay to ship anything you want and then I started to list all these ships that aren’t popular but are totally okay to ship and my face kept contorting as I was writing. So I picked up my phone to snap a shot and just… my face did not agree with what I was writing at all. 
i think this was about the time I got to writing about Sherlock and Mrs. Hudson’s sexual relationship.

I was writing something slightly ranty basically saying it’s okay to ship anything you want and then I started to list all these ships that aren’t popular but are totally okay to ship and my face kept contorting as I was writing. So I picked up my phone to snap a shot and just… my face did not agree with what I was writing at all. 

i think this was about the time I got to writing about Sherlock and Mrs. Hudson’s sexual relationship.